I Love You

Everytime I see the ring you gave me I think of how much I love you and how much we've been through. It doesn't just symbolize our engagement. It symbolizes all the things we had to go through to be with each other. How we fought hard to make this long distance relationship work.

In a few weeks we'll be together, and this time, we'll be inseparable. God has been good to us. And in return, I promise to be the best possible wife I can be. I can't wait to start our lives together. Just a little bit longer. I love you so much, Baby.

Because I Miss You

I often wonder what good I did to deserve you in my life. Everyday I thank God for giving you to me. I thank you for making me as happy as I am now. With you beside me, I can never ask for more.

A few more weeks and we'll be together again. The time you spent here, as short as it was, gave me a peek into our future together and how wonderful it will be. I cannot grasp the reality of it all, yet I cannot wait for it to play out. Just a few more obstacles and we're off to the beginning of our lives. I love you so much and all I want is for us to be with each other.

Just a few more weeks Baby...

HHF

Oh, you found this awesome picture of us a week ago. I love how happy we look and how our hands are intertwined like that.

In a week's time I'll be holding that hand of yours the way I used to. :)

Hello Love

One week from now, I will be reminded of how your touch feels and how you smell. I've probably said it a thousand times already but my enthusiasm will never fade... I can't wait to be with you. Everyday I hope it would be night and every night I hope it would be day till I get to see you.

No words can explain the joy, excitement, fear and love all jumbled up inside me. In exactly one week, we'll be in each others' arms. I really have nothing long to say... I just want you to know that I am very happy and excited. I love you baby...

18 Days

It's exactly that much days until I see you again and I can't wait. We're gonna have so much fun spending every minute with each other. In probably two or three months, you'll be the one waiting for me. It's so exciting how everything's falling into place. How five months ago, we hardly even had a plan. Yet here we are five months later...

I love you so much baby... And God knows how much I've dreamed about this. Having you by my side again, being able to hug and kiss you... I'm so thankful we made it through all the stupid fights. Love, I promise to try harder to control my temper. You know I'll do anything for you.

Okay, I'm sleepy na. I'll talk to you when I wake up. I love you so much.

Random Ramblings

You never fail to impress me with your patience and understanding. I've never felt so flawed and so loved at the same time. You've showed me love far greater than I have ever imagined. For that, I will forever be grateful. For that, I promise to never fail you. I never dreamed anything close to the happiness I feel with you existed. You make this long distance relationship seem like a breeze.

I'm sorry for the times I screamed irrationally at you. You know how bad my temper could get.

We do have our fair share of misunderstandings but we always manage to rise above. We made it through this far. And soon, I'll be holding your hand again. I love you so much.

As Seconds Become Minutes...

Minutes become hours... Hours become days... Days become weeks... And weeks become months.

I miss you. These past few days, crazy thoughts have been fleeting through my mind. Things I don't want to think of but they creep up in my head anyway. It's irrational, I know. But missing you this much is driving me mad. The thought of not being with you another second makes me wanna cry. I want to be with you so bad. I want to be able to hug you and kiss you and tell you these disturbing thoughts and hear you assure me they're simply senseless ideas. That you love me, and you'll never do anything to hurt me. Things I already know, yet I still want to hear you say.

I love you. You give meaning to my existence. Without you, I don't even know what I'd be. These words I utter are but a fragment of what I feel.

You. It always has been and will be you. I love you, Alick.